Just about every week, despite the relaxation & fun that I take part in
over the weekend, I find myself heavy hearted & often overwhelmed by the
prospects of the coming week. It begins as early as Saturday night on
particularly busy weeks, & I am often awakened by thoughts
of what I've got to do swirling through my head early Sunday morning.
No matter what I tell myself about how I've worked hard to prepare
myself for the day of rest that Sunday should be, I can't seem
to grasp it. Hours slip by as I stare at my computer screen of notes,
word documents, weekly planner & text books. Before I know it,
I'm dreading the idea of sleep because I know it'll bring me closer
to the work I've got to do during the week.
Today, my version of the "Sunday Blues" wasn't particularly
strong. The assignments, commitments, & plans of the coming
week pressed on my mind as they always seem to do,
but for the first time in a while, I was more hopeful than anxious
about the coming days. I felt comforted in the now, & for
someone who is characterized by living in the future, this
is a big deal.
"Instead of trying to direct me to do this & that, seek to attune
yourself to what I am already doing. When anxiety attempts to
wedge its way into your thoughts, remind yourself that I am your
shepherd. The bottom line is that I am taking care of you." -Jesus Calling
Here's to Sunday reminders that leave you filled with hope.
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