baby steps

"...& what we will be has not yet appeared..." -1 John 3:2

Today I began taking the very first steps of
healing my heart. When I say steps, I mean
baby steps. Like the tiny, wobbly,
one-step-in-front-of-the-other-and-fall-down
kind of steps. But forward motion is forward
motion and I will consider this successful.

[  I'm kind of amazed by my inability 

to go too much into detail yet-even here

on a blog that only a handful of people see.

Maybe it's because I feel like typing out the

words will make what I'm experiencing 

more real. Like if I don't write it down, it

didn't actually happen & one day I'll 

wake up & find that this has all been a 

bad dream.  ]

Step one to healing: 

Identifying who God is. I mean really identifying who he is.

Finding the truth about his character & allowing it to 

permeate my heart. 

I'm excited for what I'm going to discover in this process.

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